My husband was picking up packages at our PostNet shop. A women had these signes printed to pass out to friends, family, and whoever she might meet. He asked her for one and it it now in our front yard:
And a Flower to Honor all who have died recently at the hand’s of the Police……..RIP:
Learn More About Juneteenth Here.…….
I hope the my readers are aware of what has been going on in Society. All I can say is that an African-American Woman, if has had a powerful effect on me. But Friday a lovely thing occurred. I found the Stone and Note on my Door Step:
This was great to find after I discovered a disappointment at the Park on Friday. First the Rock Tribute to Victims of COVID:
We had captured a Black Lives Matter Stone, placed there, we thought, because of how much harder the African American Community has been hit by COVID:
Last Friday this had been removed by someone who felt threatened and hateful. But later that evening I found this Stone of Hope on my doorstep from a neighbor:
And My Day Ended Well!
Lent ends Tonight with the Easter Vigil. I’ve been focussed on Peace, Tranquility, Stillness….
Another #WednesdayWindows Option:
From Calvary Baptist Church, Denver
From a meeting with the Brothers from Taize……..
The Crocuses have made their appearance and My Gardening Season has begun………
Irises, Daffodils, Tulips and Oriental Poppies are sprouting……….
As I have started working on my 2020 Garden, I’ve remembered to Update my Flowers and Gardening from 2019, Featuring the Mayo Clinic Cactus Garden. And Let’s take a final look back at the Lovely Flanders Poppies from 2019:
This Flander’s Poppy is now hangng on my Family Room Wall.
Lent Begins Today…….40 Days of Reflection. I received Ashes, but they were very ‘photogenic’. So I will Share with you the Alter at my Church, St Mary Magdalene:
Eventhough this was taken with my Android Phone, I’m going to cheat and place it in my “Faith on Film” Images
Yes, this is me in my Proton Beam Radiation Mask. It was custom fit and molded to my face during the Radiation Simulation Session. You literally have to be tied down. The method is so precise that any motion would cause the beam to miss the tumor and hit something inside that you might not want to zap. The lasers and pink tape are used for rough alignment. Then low-level X-rays are used to “see” the four pins in my skull for fine alignment. If it looks uncomfortable, it is! And I go in twice a day for treatment. Best thing, I get to take it home with me. I’m going to make a shadow box and display it in my Living Room…….
The pressure from the Mask caused some swelling on the left side of my head to return. Ooops! But it is better this week. It’s stretched a bit and I’ve been working with the Technical Staff to get a better fit.
So I found out the details of the GLOW Club and will be attending on Thursday. Hopefully I can see the accelerator and take picture. I’ll post an update if pics are allowed. Fun Fact: you can actually see the blue flashes of the Proton Beam as it passes within the inter-cranial fluids. Your optic nerve can detect the flashes so your brain can ‘see’ it.
The focussed beam comes through the “screen” behind my head. The screen is so big because it needs to be focussed across a wide range of angles. It moves along the metal track for positioning. Below, a longer view showing the hand grips for more stability against motion. What you cannot see is that my feet beneath the blanket are tied down to the table also.
I’m keeping my hair very short so I can moisturized my scalp to minimize burning. In the image on the right, you can see a hint of the Surgery #2 Scar.
Keeping it short for Radiation
Below, a handy dandy summary graphic taken from the Mayo Clinic Website. CLICK HERE for better viewing.
Is there really a difference? My Colorado Medical Team ignored an obvious abnormality that should have been dealt with 8 months sooner. They refused to listen to my ophthalmologist, who was eventually the Dr that sent me to the emergency room, leading to the proper diagnosis.
So now I am left to deal with the consequences. My Oncologist and the first Neurosurgeon assigned to review my case specifically told me there was “nothing to see here.” Well I refused to allow that surgeon to perform my biopsy and moved on to someone that I could trust. My new surgeon had the connections to get me to the Mayo Clinic, and that’s where I am.
I started with a close-cut, realizing that the second surgery would require shaving my head and would leave me with a nice scar to share with Scott…….and work not only on the tumor, but also an aneurysm that was discovered during MRI imaging.
Post Surgery #2
The Aneurysm turned out to be too small to deal with now, but is on my list of items to keep and eye on. The ‘goop’ on my head is surgical superglue; no stitches here. I have no complaints about my Mayo Clinic Medical Team….I feel like they actually want to make me whole again. I now have tiny metal plates holding my skull bone in place.
So I await the planning for my Proton Beam Radiation Treatments. Hopefully home by May and settling back in to my normal life. I’ll find out soon about the placement of the metal alignment pins for the Beam.
Looking forward to the future, how do I feel about my Boulder Team’s Ability to monitor possible tumor regrowth and that aneurysm? That I will explore with the Social Workers here……..
After 13 hours of surgery; 90% of my tumor removed (excellent for a brain tumor); and 5 days in the Hospital….All I have to show for it is my Mayo Clinic Mug! I did get released on New Year’s Eve and had that time with my Family. One final thing I can say about the surgery is that my brain is functioning differently and my visual and audio perceptions are different; not reduced or degraded, just different. I will continue to explore this issue during my recovery. Although my traumatic brain injury was planned and controlled, there are still ramifications I’ll be dealing with further down the line. How will this affect my Artistic Vision?
What I have also experienced is the highest level of health care service EVER IN MY LIFE! I want everyone to have this level of care!!!!!!
On January 23rd I start my Proton Beam Radiation Treatment. Last year a friend of mine died from Esophageal Cancer. The Proton Beam treatment was an option for his cancer that was never offered to him, because it wasn’t covered by his insurance. I AM PISSED that he didn’t at least have the option.